...i think the past few days have been tough for us.... esp u, coz of my mental imbalance... u surely deserve a gift or some kinda appreciation for bearing with me... laying in my bed every night past days after every argument, i was thinking of the past when we were in india... how i used to fight and get angry... even slam the phone down and u wud still b patient... and then for that one year when u were away from me, i realised how wrong i was... and it was too late... so i agree that i do get over board with my anger... and i have no shame in accepting my mistakes and saying 'I'm Sorry!!'... but i also want u to understand that at times i dont burst out without a reason... i do have certain expectations from u and get more disturbed when my last hope (U) arent at pace with me... so its mutual... thanks for being there for me... and sorry for being an ass at times...
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....beautiful bacha almost made me cry... past few days indeed have been tough after you have broken the ice... when u shout, argue, be mean as you can literally i get a lump in my throat, tears me apart but sumhow i think bout what u must be goin through & cry it out... days,months, years have passed being together but our love hasnt changed... as a person both hv changed, uve become much more responsible, patient... ive changed drastically... but i still wnt to be the same person who wnts to laugh, hv fun, go out with friends, shop n live life... the day i stop this i might go into depression which i go into sumtimes n uve experienced that... lots of things hv changed in me.... past was beautiful where u n me had fun... that 1 year i left u alone for which i still regret n feel bad "Im Sorry"... like u say my world too revolves around U... Glad to see that u notice n observe things & even evaluate what u said... Wat else do we need when we realise n make up for our own mistakes.... Sorry for being defensive but things do put me off to behave stupid at times... "Sorry".... shana will be always there for u (anytime)... mmwwaahhh
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